I’ve been drawing quite a bit lately and I actually want to crank it up a notch actually so im thinking that throughout the week i exercise at least 3 days and i eat healthy even if the amount is small still its a process and then divert the rest of my energy ALL of it to writing story telling and art then I can THINK about indulgence on the weekend i wouldn’t mind extending work to the weekend sometimes but i would love to have off so i can rest and enjoy myself

So i’ve finished watching

Batman Beyond

Young Justice

Bakuman and im currently watching hijame no ippo

since its a long show im gonna binge it and focus on that !

other shows that I’ve started are

Primal on hbo max

Batwoman ( really good so far )

and Tokyo Vice to the best of my memory after i finish ippo im gonna flush out all of the short series so i can then focus on the longer 1’s

I’m really upset at myself man, for projecting so much. Projecting when other people tell me their plans or their problems all i can think about is how i would handle the situation or i would think about how they could better execute their plans for WHAT I BELIEVE to be the best outcome for them, my best outcome isn’t the same as there’s. or when somebody is going through something that i'am a witness of and im so hard or critical of how they react and response knowing well enough that everybody is not the same and cope differently….. am i giving them too much credit thinking they can handle it ?? this feeling doesn’t make me feel good in the slightest and I’m unsure of how to deal with it

man oh man, where do I begin… eh didn’t want to make a big deal about how I’m feeling or catastrophize… along with overthought which is also another curse of mine… overthinking and then actually believing it’s the end or what am I going to do ??? You know I’d really like a typewriter those devices are very intriguing to me eh

(purpose of this post)

I’ve recently just realized that my anger….. I think I may have harnessed it…… gained control maybe ?? but I have not mastered it… I can and use it to aid me in any way I see fit, not for the wrong reasons though.

I’m just at a point or /that age where I just need a more effective approach to how I deal with people my mental health is very sensitive. People and their algorithms or patterns are very irregular and can be dangerous.

I have a vision.

Man just a few days ago when I made some previous posts I was having slight back problems, they weren’t so severe but when I started to stretch and my back started cracking and I started to relieve some of the stress and tension ?? forget about it although I’ve been away I’ve gotten some really good rest. Maybe too much rest

that’s been the main reason for my absence but things are picking up

I believe I’m on the last episode of YJ I had searched up when they release episodes because the show is still ongoing so I wondered how many episodes I had left google said there are 26 episodes in this season and I’m on 25 so the finale is here and IT IS CRAZY I’ll be doing a separate post on that but I also finished Batman Beyond gonna do a separate post on that also but now I’ve started Batwoman and Tokyo vice both really good so far also Hijame no ippo things are going good

I Like to write/type but i think im going to start making videos on here with decent descriptions

just as the title says, you shouldn’t try to either because what happens when you can’t make the ones you love happy ?? and not a single attempt works……. bears no fruit at all ??? Devastating !!!!!

for you to read this and acknowledge the date wherever your path may lead you

I LOVE YOU BROTHER.

I really love my family a lot everyone all who stress me out and annoy me and love me unconditionally all of them everyone

so it just sucks when 1 side everyone is happy or feeling good and the other side is going through a rough patch in life the mixture is actually upsetting the balance and im just in the middle of that result so things are sucky but im ok overall my peace is safe

Ehh I’m kind of in a rut but it’s not a big deal….. I’ve recently realized that i have to be and tread very carefully when it comes to people both generally and my family and friends with my mental health if i focus to much on certain behaviors or patterns the integrity of my brain will be compromised leading to malfunction yes i really talk this lol.

jokes aside I look at my body and brain as a computer and a gundam or mech so to say, gotta take care of yourself ! thats been 1 of my main priorities for the year of 2k22 was getting my physical mental emotional and spiritual health HEALTH overall in better shape because of the last 5 years i havent done so

so in my Anime/Shows 2k22 I’ve listed shows that I’m currently watching and shows that I want to watch I’m gonna finish batman beyond and YJ although I think they release an episode every Thurs so the show is still ongoing but a show I didn’t add to the list was “ Hijime no ippo- the rising ” I’ve watched the newest version or season several times it’s one of my all-time sports anime and i could watch the show a million times without a problem but this is the first version of the show so I’m very interested, so along with this show another show I didn’t mention was called “ Bakuman ” its a show about two school friends who become manga artist and their journey to getting their story serialized and getting a show its really good im gonna watch these 2 shows also but the inspiration is being focused on a different area from the story me and my friends are working on

I’m currently posting all of my Inktober work from 2k21 when i started the challenge i became very ill and also had a mental decline so i went on hiatus and its been the bane of my existence for the last 6 months, being the type of person i'am there are or were several factors that hindered my progress moving forward in every way shape and form I wanted to do specific drawings i wanted the ink to be perfect i wanted some kind of flare to the art etc but now that im better im just going to push through it so i can start working on more projects and serious projects

I know nobody actually reads these im just posting on here for myself its kind of like……. extra storage space lol in the sense that i can store some of my thoughts here like my extra thoughts lol anyway the Anime 2k22 post was getting to long so i thought i’d spread a little